I volunteer on the Prayer Team at my church. We’re a bunch of people who have felt the call of God to stand in the gap for those who are unable to do so themselves. We pray for the pastors, the church, the lost, the service as it’s progressing; and we pray over all those prayer requests that congregants fill out and place in the collection plate. Some of us also work at the altar, receiving those who come down for prayer. Sometimes God even sends me up into the seats to pray for someone … but that’s a different story.
Recently, while praying at church, I was overcome by a sense that a lot of people thought that their past was so bad that they weren’t worthy of being saved … that their sin was so bad that God couldn’t possibly love them.
Their pain was raw. I could feel it.
And it hurt.
I shed tears as I prayed for those souls, asking God to peel back the layers of their hearts and speak His life into them. Let them know of His gracious love.
The anguish. The despair. The deep pit of lost … it was almost overwhelming.
I know that feeling.
The feeling that maybe you’ve done some things and lived a certain way for so long that there is no turning back … no help for you …
You think …
God can’t possibly use me.
God can’t possibly love me.
But suddenly you’re on your feet. Something (someOne) drives you to answer the Pastor’s call to prayer and walk to the front of church after the service.
I see you walking down the aisle to the altar. I see your eyes searching for a friendly face. For acceptance. For love.
That’s when I smile, hold out my hands, and take yours in mine.
And as you break down into tears, the whole of your journey following you to this point, I whisper gently …
Jesus loves you so much.
Not only has He been waiting for you your whole life, He is waiting to use you to fulfill His glory.
He knows exactly who you are.
He knows the road you have travelled.
He knows what your past looks like and He can see your future.
And still … he waits for you with arms flung open wide and a huge, goofy grin on His face.
He loves you so.
Listen carefully and you will hear Him. He is crying out for you to turn to Him.
You wouldn’t have walked this path if some part of you wasn’t already leaning toward Him … searching for Him … straining to hear His voice.
Bring yourself to Him and sit at His feet.
… just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life.
~ Romans 6:4(b)
Lay your whole history at His feet and say, “I’m sorry, Lord. Forgive Me.”
The next feeling you will experience is His magnanimous mercy.
His everlasting love.
His astonishing joy.
You will never be the same again.
Your past will be forgotten.
You will begin to live a new life.
Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me.
~ Revelation 3:20
Jesus stands before you and asks the most important question you will ever hear,
“Will you follow me?”
Are you ready, dear one?
Open your heart.
Bring Him your sin.
Forever He loves.