It’s one of the questions I wondered aloud to My Guardian (aka: The Lord).
Its something I don’t think I’ll ever understand this side of Heaven.
I remember a time when I was mentioning to an unsaved friend that Satan had been pestering me in my dreams. I told her that I was going to have to remember to ask God to keep me safe from him while I slept.
She said, “You really think God cares about your dreams?”
“Yes.” I stated. “He loves us so much He cares about every little thing that affects us.”
Something to remember when you think you have no one to turn to.
Turn to Him and speak.